An Update After 9 Months

In the past 9 months, many things happened. I left a company which I worked for 7 years and joined a new company. In the new company, I found what I want but also I get many things that unexpected for me. Everyday for me, only one word can descript – “Tired”. 

By October 2014, I am going to reach another milestone of my life.  It is a new age for my life.  I believe I need to do something different.  What is the different thing that I want to do?  I have a plan and I decide to go for my dream.

Recently I am a bit emotional.  Everytime when think about parents are lonely staying in hometown, I feel guilty.  The feeling of guilty is getting stronger and stronger.  Understand their time is counting down but I  can not spend much time with them when they actually need the kid/s to be around with them now.  Are old parents’ destination is to get old in loneliness?   Kids always have good reason for not to spend much time with parents and parents are always support them.  But think deeper, in the deep of parents’ hearts, they don’t want their kid/s to be with them for the last journey of their life?

I am going back.  I want to go back before it is too late. 

宁静

曼谷 2013 12月

曼谷从一个对我来说好莫生的城市
变成一个每年必到的地方
喜欢那里的一些美好与一些平凡
最主要的是那里有友情在等我

难得自在

愿止一生
隨心所欲
自由自在

来去了无痕

其实 - 是他们在倍我

爸妈老了， 体力与精力己不复当年． 退休生活i对他们来说， 无求． 唯一可求的也只是子孙平安. 天下父母心．
 越来越来珍惜与父母亲相处的时間. 面对现实， 我知每秒的流失， 不会重来. 所拥有的相聚时間, 也将越少． 所以我珍惜。
也许, 局外人会觉得, 一有机会就回家是我在倍他们． 其实， 事实是他们在倍我． 他们在燃燒自已的生命， 为孩孑照亮前路． 他们担心, 孩子的路走得孤单与不平坦． 无悔的付出， 是他们对我所付出的， 他们一生的承諾。

珍惜 - 与父母的时間

每次回到家乡，都会带父母亲去吃早餐． 平日没机会出門， 使两老都期待能出去． 他们的要求很簡单． 一盘3.5元的炒面或汤面就能令他们满足． 当然, 他们的满足是我的幸福