Brain Wash Myself: I Am Happy

Recently I’m so frustrated and depress. Soooooooooooooo…….depress.

Maybe is because due to overload with work, maybe. At least I keep telling myself it is due to overload with work but nothing else. But….it’s true?
Damn…!!!

Still manage to force myself to keep laughing, making joke with people and making fool about myself. What a 阿Q精神? I am glad I have 阿Q精神. At least many people tell me that I always look good and happy.

Anyway, this “illness” should go away very soon, I suppose.

Don’t think too much, just focus on my trip and I am counting down now.

From now on, I need to brain wash myself: I am happy, I am happy, I am happy......!!! (Even though I am not.)