Yes, I Don't Know What I Want

Finally, my “pig head” friend L did have time to read my blog after 1 year+ since my 1st posted. After deductions, the comments he gave:

1. You are lonely.
2. You are looking for love but you can not find.
3. You don’t know what you want.

I agree with him especially with #3.

In conclusion, because of #3 I don't know what I want, so I have #2 I don't know who I love and who's love I should accept and then follow up with #1 I choose to be alone and being lonely.