...recently, I have been reminded a lot by M that we make our own choices and to have this kind of feeling is by our own choice as well...
I know she meant well and I hope I can stop feeding these "negamon" (negative monsters)and stop them from growing and slowly enveloping me and suffocating me :)
but then am only human, I know I need to have these moments to live life - a complete life. To have these feelings then I learn what is happiness and joy as well, right? :P
*hugs* anyways... offering you my hug since all I can do is banter nonsense :P
I don’t have any big ambition. Just want to be happy and healthy.
It is painful to admit that in the past, I have been living my life in a vain attempt to reach the expectations of others, following the lifestyles of others but not truly being my authentic self.
Along the way, I lost my own identity and felt lost - not sure who I was or what I wanted.
I am now much clearer and thankful for the journey I made to find myself and discover many experiences along the way.
I want to thanks my friends who do support me, encourage me, help me to find out who I'm and let me know what's the meaning of life.
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...recently, I have been reminded a lot by M that we make our own choices and to have this kind of feeling is by our own choice as well...
I know she meant well and I hope I can stop feeding these "negamon" (negative monsters)and stop them from growing and slowly enveloping me and suffocating me :)
but then am only human, I know I need to have these moments to live life - a complete life. To have these feelings then I learn what is happiness and joy as well, right? :P
*hugs* anyways... offering you my hug since all I can do is banter nonsense :P
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