Have a Drink

Went out and drank again last night but please don’t label me is an alcoholic, I just enjoy drinking with friend/s and chat in a good environment. Recently I do drink almost everyday. Even though I do not drink outside but I do drink at home. It does help me to relax my mind.

Last night I really needed a drink because I hoped it could help me to chase away some bad feelings. I just found smething is going wrong and going very wrong. Unfortunately, I totally have not control over it. The only thing I can do is praying for the fact that it is just I am being too sensitive. I really hope everything is still the same and nothing has been changed.

Seriously, I am not able to afford and manage the changed if it is truth.